New start

I left my first child father in 2016 while pregnant with my forth. It was a bad break up so we didn’t have contact whatsoever. He would get the the kids though my sister. Fast forward to 2020 my oldest daughter and her half sister revealed they was sexually assaulted by their father. It was one of the most depressing time in our lives!! I would have never thought he would do that. I took the step to make sure he didn’t hurt anyone else! We have been going back and forwards to court and therapy which is the hardest thing. We have to see this devil over and over again when we step in the courts! Knowing that my children will never have a father is heartbreaking. Knowing that I am all they got is the hardest!! His family has nothing to do with them and feel like she is not telling the truth. When it is all over I want to help my baby heal and start fresh!!