Thank you for looking. I am in desperation mode here. I MUST begin the bankruptcy process, though I currently can't afford to, so I can wipe my debt clean, survive on my meager SSDI payment(which is possibly uncertain going forward too) and hopefully help my family and myself survive, as they will also be effected by what may come. For note, my profile picture is me now, at 125 pounds. The picture included is what I was, healthy. My mental and physical health have turned me from that to what you see now. This strain could literally kill me eventually. Please, anything can and will help(as I tearfully and shamefully type this)